HOW MUCH DOES HE MEAN TO ME, EXACTLY?
A LOT...
Mimic is a pretty big part of myself as a person.
It is me and I am it just as much as I love him!
That hunk of junk changed my life, and I don't want it any other way :D
He's the reason I know myself as well as I do now.
I probably wouldn't have accepted my current identity if it wasn't for this doggone queer-ambiguous bot,
which is pretty gnarly! Mimic has been my main outlet in expressing myself ever since 2023,
from gender to sexuality to usual goofs... there's something pretty beautiful about it I think.
Letting a character you love take the reins to say the things you couldn't :]
All my artwork reflects it too, he's practically become my second "persona" in a way.
I project my thoughts, complaints, pain, joy and behaviours through my Mimic artwork!
They're very intertwined with my everyday life and how I'm feeling at the time.
Very important to me 🧡
This character is my passion, as silly as it sounds, but I wouldn't be here without him...
All I needed was something to focus on, learn about and find comfort in,
and that just happened to be the smelly sinkhole animatronic. He's just a charming little thing.
i'm just a liiittle bit autistic about it okay...
The first time I saw it, on the release day of RUIN watching gameplay videos as they were
published, I felt an instant, insatiable curiosity as soon as I saw those orange eyes of its.
Who was this creature? What was it doing here? So many questions, and I needed answers urgently!
I wasn't tolerant of the books beforehand, so I had no idea that Mimic existed in the books prior
to the DLC. But during my early obsessive research period, I would watch tons of analysis vids,
fan interpretations of the time, and any Mimic media pre- and post-RUIN for the following month or two...
what was meant to be a fearsome new villain became an object of devotion.
Fear wasn't really a part of my fascination though, rarely do I ever get spooked by fictional media. Same for Mimic.
I never feared him, and I never will. Did he ever truly want to be something monstrous? I don’t think so :]
He could be tearing someone's spine out and I'd still watch adoringly. He could be tearing MY spine
and I'd thank him without hesitation. Nothing can make me hate it <3